This Space Will Remain Personal

I know when crawlers go to my site, they will index a tons of keywords on my blog. This is completely in random, even politics and religion co-exists in my blog. I will keep this personal as it is now. What the hell am I talking about? I already put up a blog that will talk about more of my tech stuff and slabs.

Fullstacker will take care of all webby and techy. The question is why? Simply to share thoughts in our tech days where everyone has known a lot of tech stuff. This is also preparation if ever I wanted to shift back to web.

I regaining my social accounts, web design accounts, forum accounts so lot of stuff I lost this past years. I should maintain a huge part of my time thinking of what to write now if I want to succeed or something that I would love to settle to, since I have issues with in terms of settling.

Awakening again the artistic part of me. No more excuses no more. I already have the tools I just need to yield it. I need to work on it one step higher, if I wanted to change my life I have today. No more procrastination.

I will plan my posts and have case studies to work on. I will write updates on the latest technologies and programming releases.



Recently Asked Question: What Else Is There To Blog About?

I recently read about, what happens to SEO when you stop blogging and it does really cut the potential organic hits in your blog, when you just suddenly stop blogging for a long time then come back.

Though I am not a pro blogger, I still wonder what if my blog really produce leads or have something valuable and has a great impact to the niche I am in to. I also wonder what if I have real audience that really reads my blog besides myself or my wife or my friend (1 friend). Then I wonder what else is there to blog about? There are a lot of interesting topics in this post, but it doesn’t really interest me much.

So what are my interest? Are there people like me that has same interest?

Digging to Pop Culture is a gold mine. With these series, marvel movies, DCs, a lot of Batman, Taylor Swift or just plain music would really give you an audience. The downside since you are not alone the market for these topics are really saturated and a lot of big blogs out there already sit on the top spot. That you think, walking along this path would be just a walk in the park.

For my personal blog I just need to boost it up a notch. So I will walk through this since I am not earning anything just to rant about something in my blog. My interest is really important I would target a specific topic once I get use to writing again.

Tiring Week: Urgh!

This week is so tiring at work. Though the workload is normal, the issues are becoming more than serious, it is grave. Not giving bad vibes here, it is like the technology is slowly becoming unreliable. The support that you should be getting were not attended, most of the time.

It will be impossible that after this what is next? Like what I said last month I have issues of settling. I will be a big lie if I did not admit that part of me that is trying to explode. I know I can do more, all I wanted is to be better every day. I can’t be everybody, I wanted to be someone, someone that is reliable and efficient.

Solving is where I found my joy. The joy that I solved a big issue it would give me that satisfaction that I did something great today. I want to do it every day. 3 hours of tiring travel, 2 hours of travel back and 8 hours of work, work that give you the feeling of a cheated person. I cheat myself every day, since I do not really work at all. Yeah I update the logs I resolve a couple of those issues, but who am I kidding? The numbers will not fall out of the sky I need to earn it, but am I satisfied? It seems to be a larger part of it should be my goals in life. Not someone else’s goals made for you.

There is no debate, if I say this to my leads, we cannot agree on this? They really don’t care about you, they care about the company, which is understandable. They should be the part of the company that sides with the company, what department anyway sides for the employee? Even the HR do not really sides to the employees, they still side on the house rules, ordinance and policies, still for the benefit of the company.

When I think everything is settled yet, it’s not. Work really becomes tiring, when there is something inside is not aligned with theirs. There is something that you think you needed to do or you wanted to do but there is no venue for it. Then you found ways to where you have lost yourself along the way. It is really sad that sometimes the hand that feeds you, is the one that put you in chains. Put you in kennels and has a long, long, chains that in the end you still just by the gate and still never been free, never been with yourself. They have taken a lot and still want more until you have nothing. I still want to work, but the work that would give me happiness and self worth.